You are my fire,

My one desire.

Today was good. Today was great. Today was lovely. Today was uplifting.
Though I don't believe I acheived as much as I could have, I still feel quite accomplished. Maybe it was the lack of hallwalking or doing a test first thing in the morning. The test was so easy, by the way. I don't understand how people failed it. Ugh I sound vain. During period 2, I went to math. I never realized how simple y-formulas could be. Come to think of it, I'm beginning to like math again.. I'm feeling brown and nerdy! (That was an attempt to parody that Riding Dirty song, if you didn't notice, ahah). Period 3, I ran with Larissa and Joan Reed-Lutz (Ha! You owe me another one) for phys ed. I actually did a lap without breaking my pace! The trick is to breathe through your nose ahah. I think I really have improved, but alas, my flab remains. Hmm, then we had lunch outside again, it was b-e-a-utiful! (Jim Carrey reference, whaat?). The ice cream truck (one source of flab) didn't come, so I couldn't get a slushie for my throat. It still feels like something is festering in it.

Then along comes periods 4 and currently 5. I'm in the computer lab, it's nice here. I have been here only once before, struggling with TLE's. Not that they were hard, I just didn't know how they worked. Well now I do. I'm typing up my "short" story and hoping it fits in 3 pages. If anything, I think I'll just make the spacing a tad smaller. :)

And of course, dem boy tiingsz. Oh jeez, why do people type or talk like that? Doesn't it get on your nerves sometimes? Anway, I saw him a couple of times today. I was happily surprised because I thought he was going on the tech trip. If I knew he wasn't, I would have gone upstairs before TA and got another look at him ;) Oh my God. I sound so girly, it's terrible. **HOLY MOTHER OF PEARL, I accidentally pressed that pesky Back button on the mouse, and thought I lost everything, haha** Anyway, I saw him a couple of times again during the day in the halls. Probably thinking, "Wow, whattaniner,"

Anyway, time to get back to work! I have to do security for the tech part of the art show from 3-4 and then I have to pick up the DVD I put on hold from the library (they never called to say it was available!!)

Latesss, xox

Currently listening to: I Want It That Way by The Backstreet Boys
Namedrop of the day: Jim Carrey

Everyone pretends they're happy,

I just realized how utterly dull and horrendous my school life is. During hours, I honestly feel like a robot, going to the same places, avoiding the same places, feeling so effin' down. Then once I'm out in the lovely sunshine, it's all better. Then I go inside to do homework, and I'm yanked down to earth again. Like I swear, I daydreamed for almost all of period 5, just staring at the DIGITAL clock. How pathetic. But once I was at the park, I met up with some friends and we went under the bridge and stufff, it was nice. Then at home, I went to the neighbourhood park with my younger siblings and godsisters and a couple of our neighbours. Just chilling outside and talking. I really need more days like that. <3

PS Who the heck is he talking about in his pm? D:

Currently listening to: Lipstick Camera Canvas by The Cafe Kids
Namedrop of the day: Oprah Winfrey, ha.

Hey, hey there, we're almost home.

Lies, it's only third period. I absolutely cannot wait for school to be over. Not just this year, all of it. It's extremely stressful at the worst of times, and once you're behind, it's difficult to get back on track. Oh well, only a month more of work, then a month of exams. Oh wait, that's not good at all. Ugh, so much work to catch up on, yet so little time to do the catching up. Like everything, highschool seems to also take me a whole round to warm up. Next year, I swear I will not make the same typical mistakes. I swear, seriously. It's terrible, but we deal.

Next topic, hmm.. Ha, I -tweeted- at school, wooow. I'm in English, bored out of my mind, and procrastinating as usual.
Okay well it's just about lunch, I'm gonna go.

Peace, xox

Currently listening to: Almost Here by The Academy Is...
Namedrop of the day: Michael Guy Chislett

Kill the conversation and wrap it up in a lie.

Oh. Em. Gee.
RAIN!
I honestly love the rain. Aha, how typical, talking about the weather. And today after school, holy crap. I was practically in heaven. Well, as everything, rainy weather does have an underside as sore as the soles of your feet after running 15 miles in flipflops. Oh yeah, I went there. Ha, anyway. There are just so many worms! Don't get me wrong, I'm not the "Eww! A worm!" type of person, but it was like "Whoa, why is there a thick piece of pink yarn on the sidewalk? .... IT'S A WORM" I just don't want worm guts on my shoes, and I don't want all those worms dead. Watch, by the time the rain stops, there will be a million worm souls gone to heaven. I do not want to walk in a bunch of dried up worms tomorrow :( RIP Wormie. That's the name of my first pet. Omigoshnowai, he was a worm. Ha, I was a stupid kindergartener.

Hmm, what else to talk about.. Today I went to school, oh wow? I had a 'super TA interview'. So basically, I plan to qualify for Carry-Over Status for English and French, but finish them in summer school. Oh shit. Those two words (summer school, not 'oh shit' ahah). Everytime I hear them, it's like someone driving a stake through my heart. The fading sound of its pounding, like a resilient reminder of my academic career, or rather, lack thereof.

GOODNIGHT. Wasted more time on other shit, ha.

Bye, xox