Oh how scared the strong are

Their pride and ignorance being a mere façade.

I'm scared. I just can't seem to meet anyone's expectations. I hear it over and over again, "Don't listen to other people, just be your best." Thank you for trying to help, really. But in all honesty, who lives like that. Everyone is always concerned with how others think of them, whether it's consciously or not. And the few people who do seem to live without that care, how do they do it? I've tried not giving a thought to what other people think, but it's impossible. My standards are the standards other people set for me. I have that fear of failure. I can't remember what it's called, let me Google it, haha. Hmm, well I'm far too lazy to double-check, but the first thing I got was "atychiphobia". Good enough. Ugh, it's just so.. pesky.

It's almost summer, time to be happy. Mr Guy Ripley put up the clarinet and harpsichord arrangement for About A Girl by The Academy Is... and it's actually really good. It's soothing, but not too boring? I like it. Listen to it at http://drop.io/guyripley. I should go, I've been lacking sleep so much lately, it's terrible. Oh, and Twitter is proving to be more addicting than I thought. Yes, I gave in to this trend. I just wonder how long it'll take to wear off.

Peacee, xox

Currently listening to: About A Girl (Clarinet & Harpsichord Version) by The Academy Is.../Guy Ripley
Namedrop of the day: Ryland Blackinton of Cobra Starship :)

Hey, hey there, we're almost home.

Lies, it's only third period. I absolutely cannot wait for school to be over. Not just this year, all of it. It's extremely stressful at the worst of times, and once you're behind, it's difficult to get back on track. Oh well, only a month more of work, then a month of exams. Oh wait, that's not good at all. Ugh, so much work to catch up on, yet so little time to do the catching up. Like everything, highschool seems to also take me a whole round to warm up. Next year, I swear I will not make the same typical mistakes. I swear, seriously. It's terrible, but we deal.

Next topic, hmm.. Ha, I -tweeted- at school, wooow. I'm in English, bored out of my mind, and procrastinating as usual.
Okay well it's just about lunch, I'm gonna go.

Peace, xox

Currently listening to: Almost Here by The Academy Is...
Namedrop of the day: Michael Guy Chislett

HAPPY EARTH DAY!

Or night?

THINK GREEN.
Did you? You better have. Or I'm gonna go down to your house and stab the door with a butter knife. :)
After school today, I saw a special Earth Day episode of THE NAKED BROTHERS BAND. Oh jeez, it was funny. The fact that I was watching, that is. Something about YTV and Disney shows seem to amuse me. Anyway, they were talking about Al Gore and Santa and polar bears and voodoo tea.
Surprisingly I don't feel like typing much, maybe because of the freshhh blueberry muffins Bee made, ahaha.

'Kay next thing. I have fallen victim to Twitter. Sure, I totally fail at it, but I made one even when I swore I wouldn't. Thanks, Ailyn, thanks. I really should stop making sites and stufff.

Third thing, probably the last thing, I've just turned into a fan girl again when I was watching the music video for Tonight, I Love You by The Latency... again. Man, and I was doing so well being normal!

Ah, so I spent like, 15 minutes trying to embed the video here, but I honestly can't figure it out (and no, there's obv no given embedding code) and I need to work. So here's the link:

http://watch.muchmusic.com/muchmore/muchmore-music-videos/fresh-on-muchmore/clip156854#clip156854

Apparently my dinner is getting cold, so I should go.
Later, xox

Currently listening to: Big Yellow Taxi by Counting Crows
Namedrop of the day: Al Gore

**EDIT**
Instead of posting a new entry, I thought I might as well continue with this one. My brother got some recording program for the computer, and it is honestly so much fun. I'm tracking vocals for this song my friend and I wrote, but sadly that's it, just vocals. Oh well, maybe in a few years we'll be pro enough at our instruments to add more :)